HoLd On!

I have just been over come with thoughts that I usually feel/over come on a monthly or what not basis... YOu need to HoLd ON! Like.. Why when you try to take it slow & feel a guy out it's a 1 day process that ends up with a night time lullaby? Back UP! actually.. HOL' UP! ..Why you gotta go in that direction.. Oh! and by the way.. I'm sober and try to feel a person out so I don't feel bad about going off on them cause I know them.. I have the POWER to back things up & say.. Hold on now.. but why does it have to come to that point.. It's kinda the same way with friends too.. Ya'll are buddy buddy for a milli years, always together even when apart but then when you get ultra close again.. THINGS CHANGE.. WTF.. It's like.. am I being the AssBag in this situation?.. NO, I'm not! I am being completely giving & that's why I am getting the shaft.. I've been Knifing it & you can tell.. Sometimes you do have to stop from daily life and just Hold On to what you got and progress from there. You don't always or in anyorder need to be in a relationship.. Like my friend Paige said "I'm trying to work on Me, i'm number 1". Great words from a wise diva and I take those words and translate them.. When you come on really strong too fast or just come on really strong it makes the other person want to pull back.. or at least me.. I'm a Pisces (it's hard for me to give a straight answer ) and truly believe everything I read about my Horoscope.. Life's a Boat ride that hasn't even left the dock.

Wylin Cause I'm Young

Kid Cudi is on the cover of Complex Magazine this month and he discusses in his article his drug abuse and takes jab's at WALE!!! Man! I got "OH SO" emotional today when I discovered all this information out earlier today on twitter.. I got into some heated discussions and really was just hurt that wale and kid cudi are GOIN' IN on this level... Last month when I attended the Wale concert in Atlanta he took a small jab at Cudi with a 1 lined comment... I was surprised but was kinda like... he didn't mean it like that.. Ummmmmmmm... yeah... Check the article out ya'll!!! http://www.complex.com/blogs/2010/09/17/kid-cudi-covers-complexs-octnov-2010-issue/

Wale/J.Cole Show #Atl

This was the best show I have seen PERIOD!!! Since I have lived in atlanta I have been to some great show's but Wale set it OFF!! His band UCB sounded amazing.. Everything was just so sound infused.. it was just beautifully amazing.. Wale's artist that he has been putting on a pedal-stole Fat Trel and Black Cobain showed what was up.. I've listened to them before but excited for there soon to be released mixtapes.. #boardofAdminstration .. but the made me feel like I didn't want to leave because I was going 2 be missing out..LoL.. I got my Attention Deficit CD signed... I'm so thankful & ecstatic.. J. Cole was zexy as hell & put on a great show..Yo Gotti popped up sang 5 star chic.. Cyhi da princ opened the show up .. pastor troy was chill'n in the audience w/ his wrestling belt .. Fat Trel & Black Cobain both did there thizzle on stage..LiL duval was doin his lil jigg on the side of the stage.. All together an Amazing show..

JetLife

I went to a mobile phone free event t #KinATL & Jay Electronica, Big Boi, & Yelawolf performed w/9th wonder on the turntables..It was amazing & so was my drunken Rage-R's en-doused fall to Big Boi's classic "You Can Find Me in the A" ... That was a amazing event & I got cool Stuff. My highlight of the summer was going to Currensy's, "PiLot Talk" release party in Atl...Currensy, Nesby Phips, Big Krit & Haziq held it down. It was Hot and Amazing and.. and I got my Pilot Talk CD signed by Spitta himself.. After waiting and calling around to different disc shops for 3 weeks after it was released due to me not being able to find it.. I was a Happy Camper :0)

Were ALL in this ToGetHer

So I've been a little absent but ever so ALIVE!!! I wanted to grace my face across my lovely blog with the sprinkling presence of my different friends. I live my life month to month because things change all the time. When your steady & stable that's the time to make major life changes ( like Getting married is the only choice ) until then.. I'm biPoLar, like eating a cold treat on your sensitive teeth type of frenzy way .. 1 seasonal job to the next adventure after random adventure... Enjoy!

EBT

Sitting and waiting, paperwork in hand. Number called, approach gas station approved bullet proof glass slot window handover paperwork.. Process Process Process.. Go to another room... Yellow Room… The madness begins… Wait Wait Wait... Room full of Blacks, Blacks and the occasional White, Asian, Indian and oh So Ghetto BLACKS that don't know anything different… Kids runn'n wild … Mamma on the phone talk'n, shirt to small raisin so that you can see that classy Tramp Stamp, Dunks & Jordan's every where… Tattoo's all over the place, dirty miss matched kids, loud music blares from the phone as a child dances to "the Stanky Leg".. Mamma look like we at the club letting the kids get even wilder in a Public as Public gets location... Why you talk'n so Loud?? Country accents but we deep in the city … Oh! I forgot I'm in the South not the Midwest… Try'n to focus on these state approved funds that a college degree can't provide, but keep wait'n cause one day I can just give back and not have to wait in such a Public Place... Name called, is the wait OVER??… NopE! Schedule another appointment… when can I get that plastic?? I'm Hungry??...

To Be Continued...

Nature Bum

I love that I have friends that do different things so I can experience something different and out the box. My life goes in Anyorder and life might not be grand but sometimes you do have to live on the edge to know how your survival instincts will work. I know my life hasn't been stable lately, but I've been working to enBetter myself. I always have to remind my "Optimistic" "Pisces Ass" that things don't come fast even if you have been waiting 3 Years!! Do better then the day before!! But remember that you have to work for what you want in life.. It isn't just going to FaLL in your Lap.. Being in nature makes you realize that mother nature is everywhere in different forms. Don't disrespect her cause Karma is a BiTcH!!! I love nature and all the calm qualities it presents.. Thank you to Pagiel & Haley & Jessica for letting me come Surfing & Camping during you Spring Break Oh10! .. Good Times.. Good Friends.. Amazing Memories .. Chelsea .. you are a diva.. Thank You Halley for being a Fab diva & friend.. CAmping in the North Georgia Mountains is so Much fun even if I pass out.. (ugh..Yeah) I love all the random trips that happen and all the wonderful friends I make.. Making connections is import in life and remember.. They can happen anyWhere..in AnyOrdEr.