Sunday, September 26, 2010
I have just been over come with thoughts that I usually feel/over come on a monthly or what not basis... YOu need to HoLd ON! Like.. Why when you try to take it slow & feel a guy out it's a 1 day process that ends up with a night time lullaby? Back UP! actually.. HOL' UP! ..Why you gotta go in that direction.. Oh! and by the way.. I'm sober and try to feel a person out so I don't feel bad about going off on them cause I know them.. I have the POWER to back things up & say.. Hold on now.. but why does it have to come to that point.. It's kinda the same way with friends too.. Ya'll are buddy buddy for a milli years, always together even when apart but then when you get ultra close again.. THINGS CHANGE.. WTF.. It's like.. am I being the AssBag in this situation?.. NO, I'm not! I am being completely giving & that's why I am getting the shaft.. I've been Knifing it & you can tell.. Sometimes you do have to stop from daily life and just Hold On to what you got and progress from there. You don't always or in anyorder need to be in a relationship.. Like my friend Paige said "I'm trying to work on Me, i'm number 1". Great words from a wise diva and I take those words and translate them.. When you come on really strong too fast or just come on really strong it makes the other person want to pull back.. or at least me.. I'm a Pisces (it's hard for me to give a straight answer ) and truly believe everything I read about my Horoscope.. Life's a Boat ride that hasn't even left the dock.