EBT

Sitting and waiting, paperwork in hand. Number called, approach gas station approved bullet proof glass slot window handover paperwork.. Process Process Process.. Go to another room... Yellow Room… The madness begins… Wait Wait Wait... Room full of Blacks, Blacks and the occasional White, Asian, Indian and oh So Ghetto BLACKS that don't know anything different… Kids runn'n wild … Mamma on the phone talk'n, shirt to small raisin so that you can see that classy Tramp Stamp, Dunks & Jordan's every where… Tattoo's all over the place, dirty miss matched kids, loud music blares from the phone as a child dances to "the Stanky Leg".. Mamma look like we at the club letting the kids get even wilder in a Public as Public gets location... Why you talk'n so Loud?? Country accents but we deep in the city … Oh! I forgot I'm in the South not the Midwest… Try'n to focus on these state approved funds that a college degree can't provide, but keep wait'n cause one day I can just give back and not have to wait in such a Public Place... Name called, is the wait OVER??… NopE! Schedule another appointment… when can I get that plastic?? I'm Hungry??...

To Be Continued...

Nature Bum

I love that I have friends that do different things so I can experience something different and out the box. My life goes in Anyorder and life might not be grand but sometimes you do have to live on the edge to know how your survival instincts will work. I know my life hasn't been stable lately, but I've been working to enBetter myself. I always have to remind my "Optimistic" "Pisces Ass" that things don't come fast even if you have been waiting 3 Years!! Do better then the day before!! But remember that you have to work for what you want in life.. It isn't just going to FaLL in your Lap.. Being in nature makes you realize that mother nature is everywhere in different forms. Don't disrespect her cause Karma is a BiTcH!!! I love nature and all the calm qualities it presents.. Thank you to Pagiel & Haley & Jessica for letting me come Surfing & Camping during you Spring Break Oh10! .. Good Times.. Good Friends.. Amazing Memories .. Chelsea .. you are a diva.. Thank You Halley for being a Fab diva & friend.. CAmping in the North Georgia Mountains is so Much fun even if I pass out.. (ugh..Yeah) I love all the random trips that happen and all the wonderful friends I make.. Making connections is import in life and remember.. They can happen anyWhere..in AnyOrdEr.

Pisces

Happy Belated Birthday to mySELF !!! I have been meeting/finding out more people are Pisces!! Which I think is AwesOme!! I'm reading some extra facts and would like to share them about my Sign :: The Sanskrit name of Pisces in Hindu astrology is Mīna (Pretty) Zodiac Quality Mutable (Mutate MuthaF'ka)
Pisceans possess a gentle, patient, malleable nature. They have many generous qualities and are friendly, good natured, kind and compassionate, sensitive to the feelings of those around them, and respond with the utmost sympathy and tact to any suffering they encounter. They are deservedly popular with all kinds of people, partly because their easygoing, affectionate, submissive natures offer no threat or challenge to stronger and more exuberant characters. They accept the people around them and the circumstances in which they find themselves rather than trying to adapt them to suit themselves, and they patiently wait for problems to sort themselves out rather than take the initiative in solving them. They are more readily concerned with the problems of others than with their own.

JETS

Curren$y ft. Nesby Phips: Prioritize (Beeper Bill) from Creative Control on Vimeo.

RouuuuuLuTtE

If you don't know about it... I'M TELLING YOU!!! http://chatroulette.com/ <--this shit is BANANAS!!! if you have a web cam.. your day's and nights have just got a little bit more interesting.. Hey, you can still use it even if you don't but people pass you up faster.. People are nosey and when you can see into someone else's world... You have Been ENLIGHTENED.. Be BANANAS.. But warning.. there is alotta Penile action & you know you run into your occasional Racist if you're a Beautiful Black Diva Like Me.. AnyOrder it's #2010 you can let it get to you or you can play with it like ME! ... LOve IT!!!

Prescription

I feel like people write their own destiny's in their head but don't believe it until life goes in that order, which mite not be a good order. We can never predict the future we can only live life the way we want to live. Some people Push & Struggle harder then other's to get that Trophy, some are just handed the trophy because they have it like that, and some just kill & put you down to get their own PErSONAL Trophy. Are destiny is written before we are born and some humans are bright enough to take the path of non-selfishness & giving to the point were the SunShines on them in good or bad situations. No one ever said life was going to be easy, but living life with your heart open is the prescription that keeps most afloat in bad & good times. I believe some people don't realize how good their life is but decide to put there angry energy all on one thing. #ThatThing could be struggling but show's emotion in a totally different way, which in turn is interpreted by other's as being nonchalant & selfish when in turn person number 1 is selfish. All the therapy in the world and consulting can't turn your heart around, you have to have a self revelation that change's your mind forever and it will happen at the most least likely second of your life. Life is never guaranteed and we should love who Love & Love everyone on top of that. Fighting only makes the sorrow hurt. What if your loved one dies right after an argument? You never got to say sorry.. But in reality fighting is healthy but being selfish is not. When you let your guilt get to you, you die inside. But there is always brighter days ahead... Everyone goes through dark times and the thought of you dyeing due to your of selfishness should never cross your mind. You should want to change and tell your story to other's so that it could help someone else who is battling these types of ideation. Life is Life, keep Faith. You are here right now but you could be gone tomorrow. We are all here to serve a purpose, so Love one another not hate.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rP5oyrq1SNA

♥CrUsH♥

I love MeN/Males/Guys/whatever you want to call them, I just never have a boyfriend. I guess from my growing up days I was never the "Cute Girl" & got rejected a couple of times (I asked this dude I liked to go to my prom & he told me a lame excuse) and I just have kinda written off being with anyone. Yeah, I have sampled a little bit while in college but when I thought it was true it wasn't. It just turned out to be a cheat'n dude who put me second and then my best friend turned lover then turned back to friend. That sucked a lot and took a lot of me to turn the situation all the way back around cause I had wrote him off for a minute.. But why stay mad.. I'm a Happy Go Lucky Diva.. Then there's that one guy who just spit's so much game in your ear to get you to be that one night stand.. You fall for it and think there is something but in reality he has a life on the other side of the hotel door.. BURRR!!! and don't you go be on your "Betty Shit" & bake him some birthday goodies and then send them to him through the mail & he drops you after that.. *Chuckle* Life is full of whatever.. I just don't dwell on it that hard, let it flow.. be Happy.. Have a Dam CRUSH!!!.. If it can really be taken there, don't force it, it could be #ThatThing... But for now I have a Crush.. I haven't had one in a while but I have one now & he is just so dam cute & has a accent **BLusH** I love foreigners & dude's with accents <--That's Zexy as HELL!!! But it's just a crush.. I will ask you if you want to come over for dinner.. I love cooking for other people. When the time is right I'll fall again but until then I have a CRUSH & I'm watch'n you... I don't celebrate V-Day but I will have a CRUSH AnyDay in AnyOrder :OP